Luna~Thoughts that do often lie too deep for tear’s

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A while ago I was cast as a hair model for my hairdresser, a good friend of mine.

Her whole theme behind the shoot was one of the universe and all the planets and their characteristics.

I was chosen to be the moon…which, when you look at what the moon represents, it is very much who I am as a person and the fact I was born in June.

The Moon represents our deepest personal needs, our basic habits and reactions, and our unconscious.

Where the Sun acts, the Moon reacts. How do we instinctively react or respond to problems? What do we feel we need for a sense of security?

The Moon is associated with the mother and with feminine energy in general. The Moon is both our inner child and our inner mother. It is responsive, receptive, and reflective. The Moon is our spontaneous and instinctual reactions.

Just as the Moon circles the Sun, in a symbolically protective manner, and reflects the Sun’s light, the Moon shows how we protect ourselves, as well as make ourselves feel secure, comfortable, and safe.

We can also think of the Moon as that which gives us animation. It rules rhythmic ebb and flow of activity and energy. The Moon is a mediator between the inner world and the outer world. While the Sun is rational, the Moon is irrational. Habitual behaviors and prejudices are ruled by the Moon. Prejudices may not be acted out, as our Sun may censor them, but the Moon rules our spontaneous reactions and feelings.

“Thoughts that do often lie too deep for tears” are the thoughts of your Moon’s nature. The wordless ecstasy, the mute sorrow, the secret dream, the esoteric picture of yourself that you can’t get across to the world, or which the world doesn’t comprehend or value. Modes of expression that you feel are truly your deepest self belong to the Moon: art, letters, creative work of any kind; sometimes love; sometimes business. Whatever you feel is most deeply yourself, whether or not you are able to do anything about it in the outer world, is the product of your Moon.

When we are “acting out” our Moon, we are imaginative, creative, intuitive, sentimental, adaptable, introspective, and protective. On the negative side, we can be moody, restless, and irrational.

When I went and researched the moon and the role it plays in the solar system as a whole, I saw more and more of myself in it. I am a Moon.

And I would not have it any other way.

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Memory of You

We kissed goodbye and went our separate ways but the memory of you, of us lingers on. We still can’t let go of Us, of Joey and Wrennie and yes, things are different but somehow the same between us. We still talk, text G’mornins/G’nights, meet for lunch/dinner, watch movies and then fall again into “Our”miss-you-terribly comfortable kisses, the tender caresses and the passionate lovemaking.
You have said you still have “our” memories filling your thoughts…So do I, they haunt me as well and tonight is one of those nights. Missing you sometimes catches up with me, sweeps me in its path and leaves my body sprawled on a desert dune and my soul lost in a labyrinth of space and time.

I’ll miss you ’till another day brings you back to me once more, if only for the night.

Apocalyse Love

Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but watching each others back when the Infected Horde attacks.”apocalypse-love

Running for our lives from a mob of pale skinned, white eyed, crazy, violent, zombies can be – strangely enough – the absolute right time to think about you, me, sex… after all I could possibly be the last person on earth that doesn’t want to kill you…..
Happy Halloween Handsome

And This is why I Blog……

Blogging has always been something I’ve wanted to do; a journal of my life to share with the world.
I am OBSESSED with writing, so naturally I like to write about anything and everythinglong-distance-wrong-distance that has any sort of impact on me.
That’s what I will use this for.
I hope to share with you all, my dreams and disasters; my wins and failures; my “Oh my fucking GOD!” and my “Life is Beautiful” moments”; when I feel lowest low and when I feel the highest high, I’m untouchable (take that statement how you want); most of all I look forward to sharing the simple things that I love and the simple things I hate — and everywhere in between of course.
I am a very passionate woman with stories that may frighten or enlighten you.
I hope to do both. So here it goes…..

On Show…

On show…. show-must-go-on

Looking for a bit of distraction

On this long winding road

Knowing I’m just a side show attraction

Waiting to be sold

Searching for the day

Of new release

Wondering if I should stay

And do as you please

Heaven

Hell

And all in between

Not much change

Just another mindless scene

Waiting for you to see

To who do I direct my plea?

Waiting for you to know

This wasn’t all, just a show.

Missing You

Missing you makes me realize just how much those heart felt, ultra-long and always so-special conversations mean to me.
I miss our funny, silly little stories that only we could understand.
I miss sitting on the sofa together and talking, just talking.
I miss when you hold my right hand and kiss it softly when you’re driving.
I miss laughing with you, when we’d discover things that we both thought were really funny.
I miss your texts “Smile because I love You”.
I miss your crazy ability getting every word in the JUMBLE right!.
I miss our coffee @ 1:20a.m.!
I miss your smile when you say Wrennie.
I miss our rides to the baseball field and looking up at the stars and you telling me that I own the moon.
And those three simple words that say so much, love-miss-youfeel so much.
I…
Miss…
You…
What else can I say?
I really do.